Nowaday...hurt in heart...but i still dunno to choose...just like this lyris

关于你好的坏的
都已经听说
愿意深陷的是我
没有确定的以后
没有谁祝福我
反而想要勇敢接受
爱到哪里都会有人犯错
希望错的不是我
其实心中没有退路可守
跟著你错跟著你走
我们的故事爱就爱到值得
错也错的值得
爱到翻天覆地也会有结果
不等你说更美的承诺
我可以对自己承诺
我们的故事爱就爱到值得
错也错的值得
是执著是洒脱留给别人去说
用尽所有力气不是为我
那是为你才这么做

nothing can done

Today is a cold day...
when i going skul feel so cold..
when i reach skul....yiqin said to me...the tables r seperates..
i feel nth to say and dunno y must do it become like that..
im not understand..
why??who think about me?im alone there..
they talking about wat...i duno...
just feel im aliens there..
how can i do? seperate my own tables to yiqin there?
must do this baru boleh kah?
huh~~i feel feeze without doing anything...
ya~~u are very cool.. u r right.... <没有你～我们一样快乐>
when i together with urs...i also same like ''nobody''
so...
yuan lai ru chi~~~
i understand di~~
n wish u happy too...
i also very happy with my best friend now~
i enjoy~~

SPM v.s PLKN

In the end~im selected by PLKN... the 15888 still say ''tahniah..kamu telah dipilih.... kok!!! walao
the most shit things in the world~~
PLKN~~shit! shit!! shit!! and shit!!
y girl must go NS?? why why why?? herm??
no reason for girl~~to go NS!
u noe y?? the girl go NS just 百害而无一利~~
haiz~~~
1 the girl are bu fang bian on everymonth~
2 no girls feel begrudge after come bak from the PLKN..just many boy say good..
3 news paper always got the news bout set-to case~
4 incivility case (20 boys to a girl) so serious~~
than...
girl must kawat...do this n do that...
after student noe that they are in selected by NS..they no mood at all~~
in serious case...they always think bout lari kpd PLKN..until cannot fokus on study..
and many mnay burden things~~
conclusion~~
girls are not suitable in active service!!!
geram!! hate it...i hate u!!! PLKN